Friend or foe

It's ridiculous. You people are fail. Ask somebody what a friend is, anybody at all. If you did, you'd realize that just because a friend is a douche-bag for a moment, doesn't mean that they're always a major fag. You cut friendships off so abruptly, with no room for explanation. Good friends my cock, I bet if I pissed you off with some trivial matter, you'd be talking shit about me with you other "good" friends. When you make a good friend, you accept their negatives and their positives; not all people can be perfect.

Under the hood

I've been blessed by the hip-hop gods. Enjoy the low key beats and inspirational lyrics. Enjoy.














1 Anger Of The Earth
2 Spiritual Home
3 One Fist Feat. Pismo
4 Elemental Music Feat. Melodee
5 Geishas In The Days Feat. Pismo
6 Force For Truth
7 Diaphanous Air
8 Hi, Mom! ~A Prayer For World Peace~ Feat. Abstract Rude
9 If I Was Peace Feat. Fat Jon
10 Ultimate Eternity
11 Blessing Dance
12 1st Commandment Is...
13 Time Of Reflect
14 Sanctuary

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1 Recalm Intro
2 Sanctuary (Elefante Mecanico Remix)
3 Radiant Feat. Melodee
4 Onepeace Feat. Aaron Phiri (Dj Deckstream Remix)
5 Geishas In The Days Feat. Pismo (Shin-Ski Remix)
6 Elemental Music Feat.Melodee (Dela Remix)
7 Hi,Mom! Feat. Abstract Rude (Kero One Remix)
8 Blessing Dance Feat. Abstract Rude
9 1st Commandment Is...Feat. Aaron Phiri (Lark Chillout Mix)
10 One Fist Feat. Pismo (Iman Remix)
11 If I Was Peace Feat.Fat Jon (I.N.T Remix)
12 Time Of Reflect Feat.Tor (Embee Remix)
13 Spiritual Home (Feet Remix)
14 Recalm Outro


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Blue school jazz?

It's been a while, not gonna lie. Seriously not as dedicated to this as I hoped, but it's here if I need it.

Right, current events, and probably the only thing I'm going to blog about today.

No IB for me. Nope, not even partial IB. How the hell did I not get into partial IB? This question has been asked countless times, and all I can do is shrug. At first, I was happy. I was overjoyed that I wouldn't have to go through the intense program. It was useless! No university gives a rat's ass about partial IB! But then, after a moment of contemplation, I felt sad. I felt stupid. I felt dumb. I'd always though that I would get in, that getting in was the least of my problems! This was followed by mild depression, not serious, just really down. I felt so stupid, so shitty compared to everybody else. I was also crushed by what my parent's would say, I felt obligated to get into IB so that I could get a good job so that I could support them. I realize that can be achieved through the regular stream, but it still leaves a bitter taste in my mouth. Not much time to think about anything else, with exams and trying to get a decent report card.

Been thinking about career choices...Maybe an optometrist?

Money money money.....

Why is money so powerful? How come the influence of these wads of paper that burn and rip as easily as anything else, have so much control over what we do and how we want to do things? Tons of people say that love is more important then money, that you can survive off love, what bull shit. Nobody can go to wal-mart and buy clothes or food with love, you can't be like, "If you give me that loaf of whole wheat multi grain bread, I'll give you some of my love, 'cause y'know, I got lots to give."

Everything is tested when money problems arise, people act as if they were under some spell when trying to get their money. It's exceptionally depressing to know that my parents, my grand parents, and so on, have worked them selves to their own damn graves in search of more money. It's not the idea of getting more money that I am obsessed with, it's the idea that because of wads of paper, imprinted with cold hard faces of people we never knew and never will know, men die, women die, people are enslaved and entire nations slaughtered. The world is ruined because of money, there is absolutely undeniable proof that we can run vehicles and the like with zero emissions, but not enough money is going into the research. Major industries would rather ride the oil and gas train to the very brink of destruction, then to see their company lose its business because of some stupid hydrogen fuel cell shit.

And probably the worst part of all this is that although my views on money and how it affects people is certainly set in stone, I will continue on using money. When I have no money, I will work for it and I will continue to spend. I will continue to feed the never-ending, never satisfied chain that we call the market. I have no choice, anybody that wishes to survive has no choice. You are nothing without money, nothing can be done without money, nothing can be achieved without money; money money money money money money money money.

'cause the beat plus the melody makes me speak of l.o.v.e. eloquently, so evidently

Lovesick like a dog with canine sensitivity
developing this new theory of relativity
connecting our souls resting in captivity,
positive life sacrifice what it is to me
our history, only a quarter of a century
reality, sitting on the shoulders of our chemistry
see ain't no mystery, the colours that we mix will set the mind free,
let the blind see beyond harmony!
breathe life into dead space blow away all clouds of doubt
new territory we determine to be
everything a safe haven is supposed to be
now it might seem distant but the time is near
when our thoughts take off and split the atmosphere
pure sound waves travel semi-infinitely,
plus I'll see you there utmost definitely!


good gracious, every process has a genesis and ends with a revelation
god bless this opportunity for me to find a voice
for some words that have waited for way too long
low wages, small tips on the avenue
never wasted, all hits for a revenue
haven't you heard the news lately?
seems we've been living for sometimes in a purgatory
but yo, I thought I knew what a love song sound like
but I felt a warmer tune in the sunlight
I could still hear it in the room past midnite,
gotta move, take a solo cruise in the moon light
sometimes I do forget , oh how much we could ease the lives we lead
if we learn to let go, the reins that we hold
return to our souls, and the spirit let flow
so you see, upon everyday faced there's a million shades to express definition of grace
but the method I choose my prerogative,
there's so much love in me I got to give!

PgDn

Bless your ears and download Modal Soul. Nujabes along with Shing02 (my hero), and a few other artists, excellent beats that have a somewhat homemade feel to them. Mellow out, enjoy the meaningful lyrics. If you're interested, send me an email and I'll gladly send you some more of Shing02's music. craziemofo_52@hotmail.com (excuse the stupidity of the email address, made it when I was only eight years of age). http://www.megaupload.com/?d=gikvpie4.

So, somebody help me answer this question, people say that there's a difference between free will and fate. If you look at as I look at it, there is no such thing as free will because fate is ultimately controlled by a higher power. So with this in mind, how could one possibly tell the difference? How could you distinguish the two when free will is just part of fate? Of course, this only applies from how I look at it. I don't actually believe in fate, nor do I believe in free will, it's simply one of those things that you can lose yourself in, an endless enigma, so I do my self a favor and live life as it comes. But still, opinions appreciated.

Believe

Does anybody else find it odd...That once you get a job, it's best to create a good relationship with your boss, that being the best employee that you possibly can, will get you a place in your boss's "employee of the month" list. This is generally something that all workers do, suck up, make boss like you, get promotions. But what if your boss is really nice to you, pays for your lunch daily, lets u set your own due dates, is flexible with leaving and coming to work. But this particular boss doesn't pay you very much, actually, he/she pays lower then every other employer out there. So you get a job opportunity elsewhere that will definitely pay more, not significantly more, maybe enough for you to finally afford that new TV. You won't get all the positives at your current job, it's strictly 9-5, 1 hr lunch, and your boss is a real faggot. What would you do? Hell, you've made good relations with your current boss, you guys are real chumps, but then another job comes a long and offers something slightly better, salary wise...What to do?