'cause the beat plus the melody makes me speak of l.o.v.e. eloquently, so evidently

Lovesick like a dog with canine sensitivity
developing this new theory of relativity
connecting our souls resting in captivity,
positive life sacrifice what it is to me
our history, only a quarter of a century
reality, sitting on the shoulders of our chemistry
see ain't no mystery, the colours that we mix will set the mind free,
let the blind see beyond harmony!
breathe life into dead space blow away all clouds of doubt
new territory we determine to be
everything a safe haven is supposed to be
now it might seem distant but the time is near
when our thoughts take off and split the atmosphere
pure sound waves travel semi-infinitely,
plus I'll see you there utmost definitely!


good gracious, every process has a genesis and ends with a revelation
god bless this opportunity for me to find a voice
for some words that have waited for way too long
low wages, small tips on the avenue
never wasted, all hits for a revenue
haven't you heard the news lately?
seems we've been living for sometimes in a purgatory
but yo, I thought I knew what a love song sound like
but I felt a warmer tune in the sunlight
I could still hear it in the room past midnite,
gotta move, take a solo cruise in the moon light
sometimes I do forget , oh how much we could ease the lives we lead
if we learn to let go, the reins that we hold
return to our souls, and the spirit let flow
so you see, upon everyday faced there's a million shades to express definition of grace
but the method I choose my prerogative,
there's so much love in me I got to give!

PgDn

Bless your ears and download Modal Soul. Nujabes along with Shing02 (my hero), and a few other artists, excellent beats that have a somewhat homemade feel to them. Mellow out, enjoy the meaningful lyrics. If you're interested, send me an email and I'll gladly send you some more of Shing02's music. craziemofo_52@hotmail.com (excuse the stupidity of the email address, made it when I was only eight years of age). http://www.megaupload.com/?d=gikvpie4.

So, somebody help me answer this question, people say that there's a difference between free will and fate. If you look at as I look at it, there is no such thing as free will because fate is ultimately controlled by a higher power. So with this in mind, how could one possibly tell the difference? How could you distinguish the two when free will is just part of fate? Of course, this only applies from how I look at it. I don't actually believe in fate, nor do I believe in free will, it's simply one of those things that you can lose yourself in, an endless enigma, so I do my self a favor and live life as it comes. But still, opinions appreciated.

Believe

Does anybody else find it odd...That once you get a job, it's best to create a good relationship with your boss, that being the best employee that you possibly can, will get you a place in your boss's "employee of the month" list. This is generally something that all workers do, suck up, make boss like you, get promotions. But what if your boss is really nice to you, pays for your lunch daily, lets u set your own due dates, is flexible with leaving and coming to work. But this particular boss doesn't pay you very much, actually, he/she pays lower then every other employer out there. So you get a job opportunity elsewhere that will definitely pay more, not significantly more, maybe enough for you to finally afford that new TV. You won't get all the positives at your current job, it's strictly 9-5, 1 hr lunch, and your boss is a real faggot. What would you do? Hell, you've made good relations with your current boss, you guys are real chumps, but then another job comes a long and offers something slightly better, salary wise...What to do?

Sky

First post ever, I guess it's time to conform and become a blogger. It's difficult coming up with ideas to blog about when you actually have to think about them. Anyways, in the spirit of taking away this blogs' virginity, I'll start by complaining. I complain a lot, I'll do some foreshadowing, "There will be bitching" and to all those who read this, be prepared to deal with a 14 year old's adolescent troubles.

Christ, where do all the eating utensils in my house go? I tried looking for a fork and couldn't find a single one. I mean, we by forks and spoons and knives, I know we do 'cause I wash them. But when we need to use 'em, they're non-existent. Same goes for my socks, I put a pair of socks in the bin of dirty clothes and that's the last I see of them.

Fuck, high school's a bitch, not even in IB yet and I've got a mountain of homework. I've failed (Asian fail) all my tests and epic white person failed an essay.

Wow...This feels good, I have a feeling this blog will become one my best friends.

EDIT: Forgot to mention, to all those hip-hop heads, Check out Nas's new album, originally named Nigger, but now has been watered down to Untitled. Go download this album right now, better yet, go buy it, support Nas! Album is sick, beats are above average, message to everybody is touching and personal, and lyrically, Nas does not dissapoint. Do your selves a favor.