Friend or foe

It's ridiculous. You people are fail. Ask somebody what a friend is, anybody at all. If you did, you'd realize that just because a friend is a douche-bag for a moment, doesn't mean that they're always a major fag. You cut friendships off so abruptly, with no room for explanation. Good friends my cock, I bet if I pissed you off with some trivial matter, you'd be talking shit about me with you other "good" friends. When you make a good friend, you accept their negatives and their positives; not all people can be perfect.

Under the hood

I've been blessed by the hip-hop gods. Enjoy the low key beats and inspirational lyrics. Enjoy.














1 Anger Of The Earth
2 Spiritual Home
3 One Fist Feat. Pismo
4 Elemental Music Feat. Melodee
5 Geishas In The Days Feat. Pismo
6 Force For Truth
7 Diaphanous Air
8 Hi, Mom! ~A Prayer For World Peace~ Feat. Abstract Rude
9 If I Was Peace Feat. Fat Jon
10 Ultimate Eternity
11 Blessing Dance
12 1st Commandment Is...
13 Time Of Reflect
14 Sanctuary

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1 Recalm Intro
2 Sanctuary (Elefante Mecanico Remix)
3 Radiant Feat. Melodee
4 Onepeace Feat. Aaron Phiri (Dj Deckstream Remix)
5 Geishas In The Days Feat. Pismo (Shin-Ski Remix)
6 Elemental Music Feat.Melodee (Dela Remix)
7 Hi,Mom! Feat. Abstract Rude (Kero One Remix)
8 Blessing Dance Feat. Abstract Rude
9 1st Commandment Is...Feat. Aaron Phiri (Lark Chillout Mix)
10 One Fist Feat. Pismo (Iman Remix)
11 If I Was Peace Feat.Fat Jon (I.N.T Remix)
12 Time Of Reflect Feat.Tor (Embee Remix)
13 Spiritual Home (Feet Remix)
14 Recalm Outro


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Blue school jazz?

It's been a while, not gonna lie. Seriously not as dedicated to this as I hoped, but it's here if I need it.

Right, current events, and probably the only thing I'm going to blog about today.

No IB for me. Nope, not even partial IB. How the hell did I not get into partial IB? This question has been asked countless times, and all I can do is shrug. At first, I was happy. I was overjoyed that I wouldn't have to go through the intense program. It was useless! No university gives a rat's ass about partial IB! But then, after a moment of contemplation, I felt sad. I felt stupid. I felt dumb. I'd always though that I would get in, that getting in was the least of my problems! This was followed by mild depression, not serious, just really down. I felt so stupid, so shitty compared to everybody else. I was also crushed by what my parent's would say, I felt obligated to get into IB so that I could get a good job so that I could support them. I realize that can be achieved through the regular stream, but it still leaves a bitter taste in my mouth. Not much time to think about anything else, with exams and trying to get a decent report card.

Been thinking about career choices...Maybe an optometrist?